OMG !!

很多习惯要改阿~
今天算是我的新开始吧~
1）找到第一份工
2）正式拿到P lessen
3)解决了我的心结

我不是怕面对长大后生活的挑战
而是我怕要面对那孤独感和恐惧感。。。
那种心跳很快
胸口郁闷
睡觉睡不到
想东西想到手脚发冷。。。

那种孤独感~很可怕
现在想到都全身冷！

huh ~
揭开未来神秘的面纱~
要很大勇气
因为不知道是否和你想象的一样
如果和你预料不一样的
那种孤单握紧拳头自己面对的心情~
冷~

我现在很肯定的一点是~我向来都是靠自己在撑
没有真正把握的心、我的包袱交托给神~
到底要真怎样做？
才能学习到我现在做不到的这一 点
快点向神认错
。。。 神阿~原谅我的懒惰~T.T
hehe >@<

误会！！

没了解清楚
就定别人的错！！
太过分了！！
既然这么不爽~！ 就不要叫别人出拉！
很过分咯！~

一开始就有偏见~
就算我做任何事在她眼里都是错的

关心~也变成敷衍
还要用'WTF'
犯下很大的错咩？
要用语气将重的字眼~

将辛苦，就不要委屈自己啦
弄得我好像千古罪人似的

就只是出去没叫她~ 后患延至二年
一句话概括！ 小气鬼！

20 dec ...

omg!!!
2 DAY i gt a heart attack
bcuz of taken test of car
.....
yesterday when i slept ... i feel my body so cold
bcuz worry about my test
many type of 'mayb' in my mind

i try my 2 cool dwn myself ...
luckily i PASS!! hurray!!

i think god is helping me.
cuz i seem like blur blur then finish my test
thx god!!! muackz !!!i love u god

test 4 my mum 2 ~4 spending so much money ....
nw i m so bother about money

so many planning nd 2 planing carefully
nw i feel i really grow up
muz have adult mature ...

althoough i feel scare ...
although no 1 can help me
bt i really comfirm
god is holding my hand 2 walk along my life time
buz of god
i gt strength
n i will b strong enough
2 done n greather thing
....
hope so
i can find a job
finish my plkn tranning
n fins a suitable course
2 further my study
!!!

sinopsis of tis week ..^.^

wow!!
3 mr subject go on ...hehe
bt nw i nt worry about my exam
i worry about take p lessen exam
my teacher say me always nervous n forgetful
haizz cham lo
i gt so worse meh
????
hope i am nt ...
no mood jor la T.T

yesterday go singing at pm ...wahaha
let my skulmate c dou
errr~
gt bitbit fish leh ...haha
bt quite hapi 2
hehe

dec ...church gt so many event
feel buzy bt excited oso
cuz i can help my papa in the heaven do sumthing leh ...
although is small thing bt i feel hapi oso
haha

hopefully ,
i promise my 'papa' d thing i can do it ...
hehe ....GRACE!! u muz do it ar !!!u can d ...

lastly ....
hrmmm....i change bck my blog d link jor ....haha
c hw long will be discover by sumbody la ...haha
i think will nt d la
bt c dou jor tell me ar ...haha